Today is my birthday – The perfect day for forgiveness
17 months ago you broke my heart – literally. My world fell apart and I went through hell. I couldn’t accept and I couldn’t understand, because I believed we were meant to be together all our lives.
I felt like I failed. I blamed myself and couldn’t forgive myself. I didn’t want to live anymore. My heart was bleeding. I was so hurt. I was lost. I was devastated. I thought I would never smile again.
A few months later, after waking up every morning with unbearable pain, I decided to forgive you. Embrace the freedom. Detach myself emotionally and let it go.
Right now, I only feel gratitude towards this very painful experience. Instead of continuously suffering, looking for the answers and trying to find closure, I decided to choose a journey of self-growth to create my best possible future and willingly move forward.
I will be forever grateful for you being part of my life, and I truly hope we will continue to celebrate our lives together as you will always remain in my heart.
Last but not least, I would like to thank my dearest mom, all my close friends and some amazing people that I met on my self discovering journey.
I would never have made it without you, so I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart❤️